Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Duit Raya~

*kisah benar ini sudah diubah sedikit for entertainment purpose..but it's real ok..*

kakak aku yang cun sering dikejar ramai jejaka...

so raya tahn ni yg adala seorg admirer kakak aku datang...

nk ambik hati keluarga la konon..

so nk x nak aku pun kene layan skali...*roll eyes*

pastu tym die nk dekat balik tu...

dia panggil aku...

'adik meh cni..nah..duit raye'

aku senyum lebar...*air mata bertakung terharu..sbb aku nyer zaman duit raye da berakhir thn lepas*

u kno what..aku x kesah la aku pendek n bulat..

awet muda..and above all..aku dapt duit raye...

maybe next year aku shud serve admire kakak aku w double ponytail so can innocently double my duit raye..hahahahaha....

Friday, September 18, 2009

mee goreng mamak~

satu hari aku ke kedai mamak...

menemani kawan ku...

aku teringin mee goreng mamak n ayam goreng...

aku jerit..'ane(accent gaya heroin filem tamil)..mee goreng mamak 1 kasi letak ayam' (bahasa pun jd broken gak..xleh blah)

kawan aku pesan nan jer...

beberapa menet kemudian pesanan ku sampai...

aku tetibe berang kerana ayam goreng yg ku suruh tambah xder kt atas mee goreng mamak ku..

aku pun bg isyarat panggil pelayan yg serupa ngan filem hero tamil itu agar dtg ke arahku...

'ane....td saye pesan ayam...' (nada ku agak kasar)

pelayan it mengangkat tangan tanda agai aku bersabar..

'dik..kasi sabar...itu ayam ade bawah itu mee'.....

aku tersipu....

'sori ane..saye x tau'(aku sengih kambing smbil tgk keliling..malu nagn commotion aku sniri caused)

moral of the story: selak dulu mee sbelum mengamuk..hehehe...

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aku da lame x mkn bnda manis..even teh tarik..isk

selamat ari raye maaf zahir batin.......

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Sitting Still~

m sitting still in my room~

very quite~

then there were words that echoed in my head~

'Learn to forgive yourself before you forgive others'

Should I forgive myself and let go now?

I still need time to find the answer...

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Silly~

My shout out in facebook a few days back...
'I wanna do silly stuff in public just to see how much do I care what people think of me'..

I asked myself 'am I too old for doing silly stuff or act doofus in public?'..
Flashback during time when I was in Uni and Matric..
I did lots of silly stuff..never cared what other people think of me..

I used to burp in public (i know..it's disgusting)..say 'Hi' to a stranger that i think is cute or hot..

I even once sang for a crush of mine by making dedication through Radio 4 on 'Romantic Tuesday'..
After I have been encouraged by friends of course...
I won an atomic kitten CD for the best dedication..but I never get my hands on the CD..hehehe..
And I knew a few friends of mine accidentally overheard the dedication through the radio..
I was never embarrassed..We had loads of fun...
I didn't have any idea that crush of mine heard it or not.....hahahaha...
silly days...
oh I'm getting old..but I can assure you that I'm still young at heart..hehehee..

I wanna go back through that time time where I never really cared about anything not fear of being me..

Wanna join me...Jom...hehehe...
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i had ice cream last nyte..just can't help myself..hehehe..

Saturday, September 5, 2009

my music list~

You want to stay with me in the morning
You only hold me when I sleep
I was meant to tread the water
Now I've gotten in too deep
For every piece of me that wants you
Another piece backs away

'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
'Cause someday I might know my heart

You already waited up for hours
Just to spend a little time alone with me
And I can say I've never bought you flowers
I can't work out what they mean
I never thought that I'd love someone
That was someone else's dream

'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
'Cause someday I might call you from my heart

But it might me a second too late
And the words that I could never say
Gonna come out anyway

'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something

'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
'Cause someday I might know my heart
Know my heart, know my heart, know my heart

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Ramadhan yg sedikit lain~

seseorang pernah berkata pada ku (benar ku ak ingat siapa tapi kata nya kukuh terpahat di hati ku ini)..

'Jangan tinggalkan hati kite pada manusia..dikhuatiri akan disakiti'

'Akan tetapi tinggalkan hati mu pada Yang Maha Esa..InsyaAllah kamu tidak akan disakiti kerana Dia tahu apa yang terbaik untuk mu'

Aku mula belajar akan hal ini sedikit demi sedikit..aku ingin jadikan Allah kekasik hakiki ku...

datang pula nasihat dari seorang sahabat yang kini amat aku kasihi..

'walau ,macam mana sekali pun kita sayangi seseorang itu..jangan sampai rasa kasih itu melebihi rasa kasih kita pada Allah s.w.t'

Ramadhan yang betul2 indah bagi ku..

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still not having any sweets...