Wednesday, December 30, 2009

2009~

Well...it's been a while since I updated my blog...

another year has come and pass...but this year is not like any other year i've been through...

2009 is a year where it has transformed into a butterfly...a grown women...i can say...

at the age of 25 i have experience almost everything life has to offer...

year 2009 has taught me the meaning of loosing the ones you love..

I lost my friends and friendship when the mid year enters...

And a few days before new year...i lost the man i love and experienced the first real heartache in my life...

So this is how it feels...to feel hurt...so i guess Allah wants to show me this feelings that maybe in the past i somehow cause in some people...my mother, father...my friends...

Allah has always been kind to me no matter what, as for every looses in life i have always gain something more...and only time will tell...

my heart will heal...but a dear friend even told me...it even take the longest....

dear friends that is there to wipe my tears....thank you...only Allah has the power to repay your kindness and i will always pray for your happiness..

and please dun blame urself if ur kindness didn't manage to stop my tears...my tears just has their nature of streaming down uncontrollably lately..that's all~

and to him..when u came into my life..u taught me courage, u showed me intelligence, u taught so much and u even taught me pain...wish u all the best and all i want is for u to be happy...u are the best thing that has ever happen to me...thank you for the memories...

i close my book for now....Happy New Year 2010.....

i decide not to make any yearly resolution..but i make daily resolution in years to come....a more realistic one...

and tell the people that u love before it to late and that includes Allah..take care people~

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

H.A.P.P.Y~

Psst....

how are u people..

i notice...i was sitting on a table right outside my room with my two favorite girlfriends...

i can't stop smiling cause m very happy...

hehehe...

why should not i be happy...

surrounded w my beautiful family..

great friends...

blessed by Allah with all the wonderful things...

and to break the super happy news..

I have proudly settled my ptptn debts two days ago...

and u know what the best things bout it...

I used no ones money except my very own...

4 solid months w/out shopping n ikat peyut (tp still bulat cm ikan kembung~)..

but everything was worth it..

hehehe...

buybye debt..buhbye ptptn~

and i love u and u and u and u and u....hehehehe~

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Mmembazir~

So just got back from home and I miss my family...

especialy the times where there are only four of us gurls wud sit in the dining room having dinner n sharing jokes..

i know it not nice to talk with your mouth full..but hey..what the heck..hehehhe..

so we were having dinner and my youngest sis burped out loud..i scowled at her..

then i decided to tease her..

while looking at her plate there is still food on it..lotsa of it to be exact..

then i said 'patutnya, after u burp..makruh tau mkn lg'

then my lil sis jawab..'ala, makruh jer..bkn nyer haram'

then i retaliate 'tp makruh x disukai Allah' *sambil wat muke org ilmu tinggi*

then one of my lil sibs cut the conversation by saying..

'ala, membazir tu amalan syaitan..lg Allah x suke!'....

darn it..segala muke knowlegeble have been wiped out of my face..

then those two youngsters high fived each other tanda kemenangan..

ampeh nyer bdk2 kecik....

yg eldest hanya gelak n geleng kepala...

hohohoh...

i miss them~