Sunday, October 17, 2010

Raising children is tough, why?

If you have a daughter, all your life you have to worry the minute she is out of your sight.

If you have a son, the toughest thing to teach are responsibilities, commitment and how to respect women.

Tuesday, October 12, 2010


Ya Allah,

Setiap hari dalam doaku ku pinta pada-Mu,

Ajarlah hambaMu erti kerendahan hati, kesedaran dalam kekurangan diri,
Dan ingatkanlah hamba-Mu ini, bukan tempatnya untuk dia menilai dan meghukum manusia,
Hanya Engkau sahaja yang berhak menilai dan meghukum manusia,
Sesungguhnya, hanya Engkau yang maha mengetahui segala rahsia hati dan pemegang segala ketentuan hamba-Mu..

Ku pohon lagi agar engkau jauh kan la aku dari berperasangka buruk kepada manusia yang lain..
Ajarkanlah aku bagaimana menghulurkan bantuan kepada mana saudara yang memerlukan,
Jadikanla aku seorang yang pemurah, tidak mengharapkan apa balasan kecuali dalam mencari keredhaan Mu..

Ingatkan la hamba-Mu jikalau dia lalai dan terlupa..

Maafkan la segala dosa..Sesungguhnya aku adalah hamba-Mu yang hina dan penuh dengan cela..


After having to go through two weeks of agony with insomnia, I just discovered I don't have a decent pair of HEELS~

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Whack it~

*budak kecik itu bukan saya*

it was 1996, my first of school in Sabah..I hate it that day, I even hated the fact that the whole family was forced to move here in the first place..well, that was what we always do since the first day I was born..pindah randah..nomadic family we are...huhu..the week before, after we settled in Sabah in a very luxurious home i say (beacause the house was quite big and full furnished..huhu..)..but i was still wounded by the fact having to move and left all my dearest friends behind..ok melalut lg..where was I, oh yes, after a week we settled in my mom went through all the trouble looking for bus that would send us back and fro to school.And it was my first time having to venture through school all alone as my sister was in her first year of high school. The school was divided into 2 huge group, elementary lower(darjah 1 - darjah 4) and elemantary upper (dajah 5 - darjah 6) elementary lower leh balik awal la...recess awal, you get what i mean la..walaupun we're in the same school we realy don't get to see much of each other..huhu...

so the school finally ended, i have always hated first day, having to go through the agony of people staring at you like u are some kind of alien or something there i was waiting at the school canteen all by myself (hey, it was my first day, don't expect me to make like a bundle of friends..isk)..half an hour passed me by and the school canteen was nearly empty and deserted leaving me and some kids around...I panicked with the thought that the school bus had actually left me stranded there..what should i do..what if i get kidnapped, what if i bumped into an alien..kalo tetibe harimau lalu...(ok, exagerrating as usual la kn..kate budak2, imaginasi tinggi la sket.da la dulu2 mane ade handphone) i gave the bus another 5 minutes and still it didn't show up..I was determine..i gather all the information in my head trying to put the of maps together..the way back to my home (pikir balik gerun la sbb dari dulu mmg my sense of directions sucks..huhu)..but i did it anyway..i walked home which if i am not mistaken around 5 kilometer from my house..

when i reached home, i was soaking wet with sweat..when i enter the house my mama asked..

'adik da balik, bas ok x.?'

i answered..

'ok jer' (pdhal tipu jln kaki balik rumah...)

i went straight upstair to avoid any further interrogation, takut kantoi...mandi and change my clothes..tetibe..mama jerit..


ape plak i went downstair..then i saw the bus right in front of my house..muke driver pucat ingtkn i hilang...ALAMAL KANTOI...muke i pn pucat sekali la...aduhhh..mmg nasib x baek btol..isk~

mama kt tgn da pegang batang penyapu...GULP..


dah katoi nk wat cmner lg...i nod...aunty bas already left and mama kejar satu rumah dgn penyapu..i got a few hard WHACK on my back side and legs..huhu..

that night mama apply ointment on my kaki..

'lainkali, bas lambat mcm mana pun tunggu..faham..bahaya adik buat mcm tu....'

mmg sampai sekarang mama duk ungkit the one particular stunt that i pull..

she always said this..

'dalam semua enam anak mama, adik la paling mama susah nk jaga sekali..'

hahahaha...mmg dulu i am very hard be taken care off...i was even the child that make her shed tears so many times...but now am going to make up to u ma..

And Sabah was the longest place that my family has settled in, almost 6 years and till now, i grew very fond of that place..hoping to go back there someday..i realy day when i have the time I-Allah...

so in a nutshell adik2...bas lambat cmner pn silala tunggu yer...kalo x dtg jugak gi bilik guru mengadu..huhu...sekian~

*sheikh muzaphar wedding was grand, but i can see it in his eyes, it's not what he wanted, i think he wanted something more simple and humble...nk wat cmner, the price you have to pay in being a wishes*

Wednesday, October 6, 2010


*mase world cup ari tu...Spain beat Germany...isk..but we're still best naddy kn..heheh*

It was back in 2006, I met this wacky girl, during practical..the first moment we sit and talked i new that instance that this is going to be more than just being a practial the 3 months practical ended we parted ways...but we didn't part completely part...still getting hold of each other thru friendster (ok, aku tua, friendster was the IN thing tau time tu..hahaha~)....but then again due to being busy and stuff we both kept quite for quite sometime...

Not until December 2009, washing dishes in the toilet after slurping some good old fashion maggi..i saw took me a while to realy digest the fact that she was there...she didn't notice me at first then i shouted her name just to get some confirmation...she looked at me and we were hysteric (jerit2 peluk kt toilet...yes reunion kitorg kt toilet bakti USM..ngok..huhu) siap keluar shower kemban2 ingt ade fire drill...but this is what they call jodoh i guess..u don't see it coming, but when it does the feeling is unbelievable overwhelming...hahaha...Good to have her back in my life..minah ni mmg best...hehehe..naddy, hoping for this friendship last for an eternity...


ngadu pada naddy pagi tadi (minah ni mmg tmpt i ngadu benda2 remeh...manja kn)..

  • naddy sakit tekak lagi ni...sore throat cam x sembuh2..= die kate, pi la minum ayaq teh ais..sure sembuh~
  • naddy apesal whenever i am in the room, rase nk membuang, tp bile pi toilet x mau plak = die kate, xleh nak wat pa da la..buang jer la dalam bilik...isk
one of the reasons i love her and there are many more..^^

*i bought a huge can of Julies love letter and i bet it's gonna keep me company for a while..yummy*

Tuesday, October 5, 2010


If a girl makes the first move...

What do you think of that?

Go ahead just shoot...I just want to know what you guys think...hehehe...male or for debate...hehehe~

and curiousity might kill cats, but it won't kill not a cat...but am a cat person..hehehe~

*tesco didn't restock yan yan so i scavenge for a new obsession..found one...meiji...biscuit with chocolate filling...go try and knock urself out*