Wednesday, November 16, 2011

We teach life, sir~


First tears welled up the corners of my eyes,

But after listening to this over and over again,

I cried

It's amazing how an individual can grow so strong despite the traumatic past she's been through..

listens to her words carefully..Here are some of the highlights that aches my heart..

'i wish i coud wail over their body, i wish i could run barefoot to every refugee and hold every child cover their ears so they wouldn't have to hear the sound of bombing for the rest of their lives the way i do'.

'no matter how good my English gets, no sound-bite , no sound-bite , no sound-bite , no sound-bite will bring them back to life, no sound-bite , will fix this, we teach life , sir we teach life , sir, we -palestinians- wake up every morning to teach rest of the world life , sir' . ..outstanding n spellbinding..I am captivated by this woman~ *nak nangis rase*..take ur time to listen to this~

Back in States I remember being placed in the same class with a lovely Bosnian girl. Back then I never understood why she always cries and ducked under the desk everytime she hears a loud thud..Being kids I remember people make fun of her..I didn't instead I felt sorry for her.We went to the same English class together and I still remember how her beautiful hazel eyes were always welled up with tears..As I gradually grow older I, gradually understood and finally understand the thing she went through and why she acted the way she did..I never see her again after I left States..isk~

May Allah bless her soul and protect her no matter she goes.

*td da mkn MARS =) *

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Kill me~

*bwahahahaha..one of my fav comic strips - Clavin and Hobbes*

Ok people..I know, I know *hand gesture to calm you down*..as much I hated when my favourite blogger goes hiatus..I bet you guys despise me for the same reason too (ok agak bajet glamour and ramai follower ; p )..Go ahead, kill me..*eh bro ngan kayu besbol tu, agak la..jgn bunuh betol2..nnti masuk jel...cool2..hehehe*

Things has been pretty dormant due to various factors (errrr, nk kene explain ke faktor2 itu? *muke inesen*), But hey, I did tell you didn't I, am not gonna post as much as I usually does but I'll try my best..But even now I doubt that people visited this old rusty blog anymore..

The fault was all mine, I'll take full responsibility ..I've seen people who writes and just simply stopped writing..I mean like really stopped..huhu..its a sad sad thing~~

I have always love writing, even though I might not be the best in the world..but at least I tried my best to never ever stop or give up something that I love and enjoy doing..

I promise to always write, write and write..it might not be for others to read but the things documented here are for myself too..

You know one day if I married and I have a husband and kids..

I will bully my husband into writing journals..about him, about what happens in his daily life.

I would also give my kids journals too..each one of em..something for them to write or rant on..they can like write anything be it random, something that they are despised with, boys, girls, crushes, bitches favourite quotes, bad hair day..=) whatever...whether they choose to write or not, it's entirely up to em..I won't force them into something they don't like doing..I'll still love em with all my heart <3

This is because since I was young, when I went through the toughest moments in life, writing is one thing that kept me sane..And I believe the world that my kids are going to live in is about to get even more vicious and cruel and I want my kids to somehow have some sort of an escapism..like I did in writing...=)

As for my husband, I bet you'll guys would wonder, why on earth would I want to bully my husband into writing? I'll bully him into writing even if it means to write down a word to explain his day..ONE word is suffice enough for me..

Well of course I am to write in my very own journals too..Fair and segiempat (square) ~

I believe in life you'll never know who is going to leave you first, but if that day comes where my other half were to part with me, besides than my memories of him that is deeply etched and engrave in that one corner of my mind, at least I have that trace of existence with and just in case I miss him, I would read the things that he wrote over and over again =)

I hope that this won't remain as dreams.Those time are yet to come but I have my plans and somehow hope that it'll be plausible to be excuted..InsyaAllah..

Initially I wanted to change the layout of the blog..but then again I leave it as it is because I am still me and I looove sweet stuff..that is one thing that wouldn't change..

I had my dosage of sweetness today! Have you?

See you guys soon =)

p/s: I do envy those who can tell stories through amazing photos and pictures, these people takes story telling to a whole new dimension and level..since aku x pandai hambek gamba..tulis jer la ;P

Monday, November 14, 2011

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Indulge ppl..btw lame ek x update..maafkan saya...go grab a snickers okeh!!~