Anger~

I have no idea on how to put the things that I am mad about into words..I really have no idea. But I've been holding this in for so long a I feel the need to voice this out.I am truly am mad and pissed. How many times have I told my dear readers to never ever judge a person. I've told you so so many times not to do this. We are mere human and we don't know everything as the rightful one to judge is Allah alone as He is the Almighty and only He alone knows what is hidden, past and future. So why do I still see people doing exactly that?

When it comes to and issue of discussing a women's aurah *amboi bukan kemain la (sinsing lengan baju)*..

I truly understand the good intentions of the person when they brought up the issue..I respected those who has brought up the issue and discussing it in a respectable and kind manner. I wish to thank you for that. For every single advice, noted and we will do our best to observe and improve whatever we need to improve InsyaAllah.

But what I am here to discuss is about this one group of people who irks me and makes my hair stand on its end due to anger. Anger is the feeling I truly hate but I can't help to express it due to the existence of these kind of people.

Tell me whether your way of spreading dakwah is truly the right way?

1) You collected women pictures from the internet, facebook, twitter and any other social sites and I bet you didn't get their permission in the first place anyway.

2) You blurred certain parts of their faces for the sake trying to protect these women from shame (aib).Konon2 la.You already violated their rights in the first place by taking their pictures without any permission.

3) You dared to label the way their tudung with discouraging names.*kalau la aku ni x pakai lagi tudung, aku pun xnank pkai tudung tgk post2 ni*

4) And for every word that they wrote/utter, I can feel that they feel no shame doing it and even feel prouder and arrogant by thinking that you did the right thing.

Well I can tell you one thing hunny, be prepare to testify when you stand before Him in akhirah as you have opened someone's aib and Allah the Almighty and Just will be fully prepared to expose your aib in return.

We should say Alhamdulillah when we see our fellow sisters has taken a big step to cover they're aurah. Be it even if it begins by starting wearing longer pants or more appropriate clothes.

Be it if she start wearing shawls to cover only a part of the hair. Every single thing in life has it's own beginning.Every single thing matters. So why belittle their effort.

When someone has decided to do so, give her time to adapt, when after sometime only then you go up to her to present to her on what is more afdal.

Rather thank labelling a tudung with names like alien, bukit la, nasi lemak la..It's very discouraging and these are the things that discourages our fellow sisters to become a better muslimah.

When a fellow sister is taking that big step in changing into better, we should make them feel more welcome not otherwise.

This is taken from Our beloved sister Wardina status.Welcoming a sister that decided to wear hijab for the very first time =)

I am welcoming our new sister who dared to make the change and put on her Hijab! Sis Aiza... My dua's are with you. Inilah dia sister yg 'dipertikaikan' tempoh hari sewaktu saya paste gambar majlis dan kebetulan ternampak dia dan seorang rakan yang belum memakai hijab. And she did! Thats why I say, "never judge!" Her tweet: "meeting u & e ladies @ YMP OC was life changing" She attended the Open Circle with Young Muslims Project and me :)

I am so happy. It's to Allah we say Alhamdulillah, because everything happens only with His will, and it is He who touches our hearts! Kepada semua di luar sana, jangan berhenti memberi inspirasi. Teringat kata Imam Suhaib Webb, "manusia yg paling baik adalah mereka yang memberi inspirasi untuk melakukan kebaikan" Kenapa Muh Ali dikatakan Muslim yg paling berpanguruh? Kerana dia "inspire people",kerana dia "memberi inspirasi" Tidak! Tidak perlu jadi Ustaz atau Ustazah atau ilmuwan terbilang. Mari berikan Sis Aiza kata perangsang dan sokongan! Moga Hijab kita di kepala juga di hati dengan solat yang konsisten, merendahkan diri dihadapan Illahi... LOVE being a Muslim to the Max! - GAMBAR terpaksa didelete kerana KOMEN TIDAK menyenangkan dari sesetangah dari kita...**orang nak buat baik boleh bagi galakkan tak????Manalah orng tak lari dari Islam kalau komen sangat tidak membantu?

Emphasizing/highlighting some key words 'Never Judge'.

We should be more positive rather than negative. If I have the time I will provide a few links that pisses me off.

Lets make a change. Let me share one of my habits, I like looking and browsing thru videos of talks, discussion that has been posted in facebook but what usually turn me off , are these pendakwah2 who uses harsh words. I know for some people they don't mind but I don't favour these things that much as I have always believe that Allah loves pretty things and pretty words.So sometimes we should consider the words that we utter. Even our beloved Prophet Rasullullah saw (pbuh) are also known for his good akhlaq and kind words. =)

And before I end let me share a dua with you:

Ya Allah, jadikanlah aku lebih baik daripada apa yang mereka sangka dan janganlah di ambil kira dengan apa mereka kata terhadapku, dan ampunkan apa yang mereka tidak tahu.

Ya Allah, please make me better than what they expected of me and never to pay attention or care on their words about me and forgive them for things they don't know.

May Allah protect my fellow brother and sister.

Please take note that even I am struggling to be a better Muslim each day and even you. So why not support one another. Stop the negativity.

Remember, even that small steps matter, so hold the hand and guide them trough the way.

Ok da x marah da. But please please take note.

*ok now you guys are allowed to go and eat candy =)*

Dear Men

Dear Men,

Do you know what I admire most about you guys?

The friendship/relationship among you guys are amazing.You don't keep things in heart.You guys have nothing to hide.

You settled everything over a fist and resume your friendship as if nothing happens.

You guys easily forgive and forget.

I like that about you men.

Yours truly,

Me who wishes myself (and girls) to be more forgiving and forgetful.

We teach life, sir~

First tears welled up the corners of my eyes,

But after listening to this over and over again,

I cried

It's amazing how an individual can grow so strong despite the traumatic past she's been through..

listens to her words carefully..Here are some of the highlights that aches my heart..

'i wish i coud wail over their body, i wish i could run barefoot to every refugee and hold every child cover their ears so they wouldn't have to hear the sound of bombing for the rest of their lives the way i do'.

'no matter how good my English gets, no sound-bite , no sound-bite , no sound-bite , no sound-bite will bring them back to life, no sound-bite , will fix this, we teach life , sir we teach life , sir, we -palestinians- wake up every morning to teach rest of the world life , sir' . ..outstanding n spellbinding..I am captivated by this woman~ *nak nangis rase*..take ur time to listen to this~

Back in States I remember being placed in the same class with a lovely Bosnian girl. Back then I never understood why she always cries and ducked under the desk everytime she hears a loud thud..Being kids I remember people make fun of her..I didn't instead I felt sorry for her.We went to the same English class together and I still remember how her beautiful hazel eyes were always welled up with tears..As I gradually grow older I, gradually understood and finally understand the thing she went through and why she acted the way she did..I never see her again after I left States..isk~

May Allah bless her soul and protect her no matter she goes.

*td da mkn MARS =) *

Kill me~

*bwahahahaha..one of my fav comic strips - Clavin and Hobbes*

Ok people..I know, I know *hand gesture to calm you down*..as much I hated when my favourite blogger goes hiatus..I bet you guys despise me for the same reason too (ok agak bajet glamour and ramai follower ; p )..Go ahead, kill me..*eh bro ngan kayu besbol tu, agak la..jgn bunuh betol2..nnti masuk jel...cool2..hehehe*

Things has been pretty dormant due to various factors (errrr, nk kene explain ke faktor2 itu? *muke inesen*), But hey, I did tell you didn't I, am not gonna post as much as I usually does but I'll try my best..But even now I doubt that people visited this old rusty blog anymore..

The fault was all mine, I'll take full responsibility ..I've seen people who writes and just simply stopped writing..I mean like really stopped..huhu..its a sad sad thing~~

I have always love writing, even though I might not be the best in the world..but at least I tried my best to never ever stop or give up something that I love and enjoy doing..

I promise to always write, write and write..it might not be for others to read but the things documented here are for myself too..

You know one day if I married and I have a husband and kids..

I will bully my husband into writing journals..about him, about what happens in his daily life.

I would also give my kids journals too..each one of em..something for them to write or rant on..they can like write anything be it random, something that they are despised with, boys, girls, crushes, bitches favourite quotes, bad hair day..=) whatever...whether they choose to write or not, it's entirely up to em..I won't force them into something they don't like doing..I'll still love em with all my heart <3

This is because since I was young, when I went through the toughest moments in life, writing is one thing that kept me sane..And I believe the world that my kids are going to live in is about to get even more vicious and cruel and I want my kids to somehow have some sort of an escapism..like I did in writing...=)

As for my husband, I bet you'll guys would wonder, why on earth would I want to bully my husband into writing? I'll bully him into writing even if it means to write down a word to explain his day..ONE word is suffice enough for me..

Well of course I am to write in my very own journals too..Fair and segiempat (square) ~

I believe in life you'll never know who is going to leave you first, but if that day comes where my other half were to part with me, besides than my memories of him that is deeply etched and engrave in that one corner of my mind, at least I have that trace of existence with and just in case I miss him, I would read the things that he wrote over and over again =)

I hope that this won't remain as dreams.Those time are yet to come but I have my plans and somehow hope that it'll be plausible to be excuted..InsyaAllah..

Initially I wanted to change the layout of the blog..but then again I leave it as it is because I am still me and I looove sweet stuff..that is one thing that wouldn't change..

I had my dosage of sweetness today! Have you?

See you guys soon =)

p/s: I do envy those who can tell stories through amazing photos and pictures, these people takes story telling to a whole new dimension and level..since aku x pandai hambek gamba..tulis jer la ;P

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(-_-'')

For every words I utter that portrays my stupidity and insensitivity..

Forgive as please believe me I really never meant it that way..

My heart goes out to you..

Forgive me again..

Spreading love and trying to help as much as I can in my own way~

*I guess this is also one of the main factor why I was never popular back in my high schools and uni days..(-_-'')*

*don't forget to get your dosage of sweets today my gula2 ati*

I beg your forgiveness~

I may not be the holiest girl to tell you what is right and what is wrong.
I am merely a weak human who sometimes can't help it but to make mistakes.
I hurt heart and souls in the past.
I commit things that I that I am not very proud off.

I may never be the holiest person, but I can assure that I am moving towards the right direction (May Allah protect me from straying away from the righteous path)
For every mistakes and sins I commit, I am determine to fix and repent on it.
For the heart and souls I've hurt, I have already ask for your forgiveness.
And I wish that from to day onwards, I want to be someone that even I can be proud off.

And Ya Allah, being humbled and ashamed, I beg for your forgiveness and I want to convey my deepest gratitude to be able to enjoy this years Ramadhan. You have befalls upon all the obstacles but have I not even once fret as I know that it's Your way to love and reminds me to change for the better.And again, and again, for any misdeeds and sins I commit, I beg for your forgiveness Ya Allah~