Name pelik~

I was sitting in front of the computer working on my review and surfing the net..

Facebook to be exact....going thru friends profile..

i notice one thing...

then i convey my thoughts out loud to my roomate and a friend..

'asal name pelik jer mesti cantik'

then i add..

'patut mama bg name pelik dulu..baru lawa..teheeeee'

pastu my fren menyampuk..

'hek eleh..kalo muke lawa takper la...cube kalo muke pun pelik...da la muke pelik..name pun pelik..ntah ape2 ntah...'

cet..aku baru nk berangan..such a turn off la kak wai ni..

hahahaha...

*aku ngah giler rojak n sengkuang n esok penang bridge run n stamina aku maseh ampeh..hehehe*

Where do we go from here~

Well here i am sitting in the comfort of my own room (i mean hostel room)...

juggling so many things at the same time..

reading books, journals, and literature review...

my deadline for the review is almost up..but thinking of asking for extension...

a lil stress..but i love my new life and my roomate and the fun n funny gals next door...

well am not gonna talk bout that...

well..i just wanna ask one thing..

sape2 nk jawab silela..i just wanna kutip experience by sharing and hope u'll share it with me...

i kno a few of us are studying..working...married..happy..frustrated..missing someone..just got hurt from being dump...healing from an old heart break..starting a new relationship..given up life...n more...

here's the ultimate question...

'i was wondering where do u go from here?'

looks like and easy Q..tp i invite u to answer...

(n_n)

Freedom~

*aku (bukan badan sebenar*

It only took 40 minutes when the table to be turn or someone fate could turn...

40 minutes, is all takes from my freedom to be taken away form me..

the day b4 i was a haapy bunny who cud go and hop anywhere she wants..a few minutes later..she stuck within a compund for 8 hr a day five days a week..

hehehe...

For the past three months my former SV is like sweetheart...

even if i come to school or not (bkn skola rendah ek..hehehe)..she wudn't care less..

After 40 minutes meeting with the new SV...she said this to me...

'From my point of view..master students, they are like working people..everyday i expect you to come to school 8.15 in the morning till 5 pm in the evening...i expect results,and only results...oo,one more thing..i am the type who'll follow my students..i'll even call in the middle of the night if i want too..'

adehhhh...kembali ke alam pekerjaan la aku ni..

the only difference is i can wear jeans and sneakers to work..

well..look on the bright side...maybe her strictness will helped me learn and speed things up..

haish...life is getting harder for me..isk3x~

selamat kembali ke zaman mereng..huahuahua~

well...look on the bright side..i still have my weekends kn~

hello work..goodbye freedom~

Stranger~

Remember when you were young when your mama always tells u never talked to stranger..

Well at some points..she is true..it is dangerous..

but as I grow up..I like to be surrounded by strangers..

It's easier if you live in the world where no one knows you..

A world where no one is too judgmental or too scrutinizing..

Being older I realize..I find it more comfortable sharing stories, memories or hurtful moments with a stranger..

It's just pure weird when you sometimes find strangers company very comforting and non intimidating..

and sometimes it's also weird to find some of 'em very understanding...

I wish I can live in a world filled w strangers..don't u?

ptptn~

I watched oprah one day..

a guest she had with her was a finance experts..

quoted form the genius..

'you are really saving when you have no debts'

which lead me to make an excruciating embarrassing decision..hehehe..

i asked my ma..'ma, byrkn ptptn adik dulu bleh..i promise i find ways to pay u back'..

n she said 'ok..nnti adik bgtau mama ape mama kene wat..'

'LOVE U MA.....weeeehuuuuuuu~'

hey..at least better than utang ngan lintah darat ptptn tu...

hehehe..

it's ok not to get mad~

dr dulu i always thought i have trouble expressing my feelings..

i thought i suppress everything inside..

having all my friends telling me how weird it is not knowing how to get mad..

honestly..i thought i was sick inside..

but later i learn..it's just my nature..

i knew n my body n head knew..it ain't healthy..

getting mad never helped..it makes u even sick inside..

that's why i said in my shout out..

no more hatred..there never were..

only love..cause life is too short to be wasted on something stupid..

when you have so much love to share...

take care people...

i love you all...

and tell the people you love them b4 it's to late..

be4 time itself is running out...

Duit Raya~

*kisah benar ini sudah diubah sedikit for entertainment purpose..but it's real ok..*

kakak aku yang cun sering dikejar ramai jejaka...

so raya tahn ni yg adala seorg admirer kakak aku datang...

nk ambik hati keluarga la konon..

so nk x nak aku pun kene layan skali...*roll eyes*

pastu tym die nk dekat balik tu...

dia panggil aku...

'adik meh cni..nah..duit raye'

aku senyum lebar...*air mata bertakung terharu..sbb aku nyer zaman duit raye da berakhir thn lepas*

u kno what..aku x kesah la aku pendek n bulat..

awet muda..and above all..aku dapt duit raye...

maybe next year aku shud serve admire kakak aku w double ponytail so can innocently double my duit raye..hahahahaha....