Saturday, October 31, 2009

Stranger~

Remember when you were young when your mama always tells u never talked to stranger..

Well at some points..she is true..it is dangerous..

but as I grow up..I like to be surrounded by strangers..

It's easier if you live in the world where no one knows you..

A world where no one is too judgmental or too scrutinizing..

Being older I realize..I find it more comfortable sharing stories, memories or hurtful moments with a stranger..

It's just pure weird when you sometimes find strangers company very comforting and non intimidating..

and sometimes it's also weird to find some of 'em very understanding...

I wish I can live in a world filled w strangers..don't u?

Sunday, October 25, 2009

ptptn~

I watched oprah one day..

a guest she had with her was a finance experts..

quoted form the genius..

'you are really saving when you have no debts'

which lead me to make an excruciating embarrassing decision..hehehe..

i asked my ma..'ma, byrkn ptptn adik dulu bleh..i promise i find ways to pay u back'..

n she said 'ok..nnti adik bgtau mama ape mama kene wat..'

'LOVE U MA.....weeeehuuuuuuu~'

hey..at least better than utang ngan lintah darat ptptn tu...

hehehe..

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

it's ok not to get mad~

dr dulu i always thought i have trouble expressing my feelings..

i thought i suppress everything inside..

having all my friends telling me how weird it is not knowing how to get mad..

honestly..i thought i was sick inside..

but later i learn..it's just my nature..

i knew n my body n head knew..it ain't healthy..

getting mad never helped..it makes u even sick inside..

that's why i said in my shout out..

no more hatred..there never were..

only love..cause life is too short to be wasted on something stupid..

when you have so much love to share...

take care people...

i love you all...

and tell the people you love them b4 it's to late..

be4 time itself is running out...